ok..well my last entry was not long enough, but i thought it was dang cool.

ok well i went to lunch from work on my skateboard and so i had two bags in both hands, and so like i was on my way back to work and i had to ollie onto the sidewalk, and so i do it, but i fell off balance and the board flipped up and stuck right in my crotch! Dude i was crying and laughing my head off cause a coworker saw me, and man i thought i ws about to die...man....i seriously could not breathe and it wasn't helping that i was laughing...lol...and so man.,...i almost lost my manhood.....

bad stuff....it still hurts....

so yeah how was that?

dude, dude, dude.....don't be shady.....

Is my picture blurry or is it just on my computer?

Oh and if you see the pink color background, feel special cause its not gonna be on for long...lol....

Ok so we went to Raliegh last night so tha we could spend the night at my aunts house and go canoeing today(cause its my dads b-day and thats what we were gonna do for him) so this morning we wake up an dthe canoe place is closed, so its like 10am, and we decide to go to Silver Lake in Cary, but then we passed it and was like, "uh no"...so we finally found a wendys(man cary has too many stop ligts btw...lol...) and then we decided to come back to wilmington..lol..and go to the jungle rapid waterpark, so we all get back in the car and ride back here, then we get here at like 3pm and decide to go home and go to the beach and not do the waterpark cause it looke dlike it'd rain, so we go to the beach and chill and then come back home, get in the shower and then go to chilis which is when i wish my friends were there...lol...and so man it was a crazy day for me.

But 6hours in a car gives me a lot of thinkning time, but i really need someone else besides me to think with, cause i can only talk to myself for so long till i have to assume what that person would say, and assumptions never work out good...

but in raliegh i got another pair of light blue plaid shorts and a brown and orange polo shirt and one of those like zip up sweat shirt like things from target and its green and navy with "ireland" written in teh front...kinda very preppy..lol..

then i bought a nice! skateboard tonite...

hence my saturday wraps up.....

Dont you hate being used and played?

and yes i am random but theres always a few of yall kids who understand me...

Man....the beach was fun....good times...;)

And then i got home and was all happy and then i found out some crazy things i wish i would've known earlier cause now....nvm...its just a bad feeling and i cant do anything about it cause the problem has no answers.

But anyway, i'm moving on, i cant help what i didn't know.

Just guys if you ever have a friend thats shriveling into death, and you know your  the only one who can save him, do it, dont wait until after hes died and is in heaven  to tell him you wanted to save him...

^^ dang that was a freakin good analogy...

cya,

benb